Losing, I lost someone that is really meaningful to my life. I know her since we are together schooling at the same pre-school until now. We are still together schooling at the same middle school, SMK Pekan Kuala Penyu. But, after last Monday, 15th April 2013 we got a little misunderstood caused by our teacher. But, I can still forgive his fault because he is a little crazy. He got mental problem. But, still I am really sad because I think that my very best friend faring from me. We did not chatting or smiling each other for two days since that incidents happen. I know it is my fault too. For causing she got a throwing shoe on her head. Because I am sitting at the back of her, the crazy teacher tries to throw his shoe to me because my mouth cannot stop from being nosy and nosy. He tries to throw that shoe at me, but unluckily my very best friend got it for my fault. And, she cried. But, I still keep blaming the teacher. He did not suppose throw the shoe to his students. I think it will be ‘over doing’ because he might use any other way to stop me from being chatting. Now, I hate him for causing my friend stay away from me. SOBSOBSOB!
Kampung Jangkit,
89740, Kuala Penyu,
Sabah.
Dear friend,
Please forgive me. I miss you, I really miss you my dear. My life will be empty if you are away from me. I cannot live without a good friend like you. I cannot stand if you see me and you just make don’t know. It made me sad, sad deep inside from my heart. It hard to be alone without you, I want to count on you. Will you still want come to help me? I need you. You always make me smile and laugh. Nowadays, you did not chat to me. I feel like crazy, I feel like I lost all of my soul. What is the use to come school but I have lost my very best friend ever.
I really want to chat with you, but you always make don’t know to me. I feel like you just threw me away from your life. Maybe you just forgot all about us, all about me. When you see me, I can feel that you make a disgusting face at me. I can feel it even I did not see your face. I know it is not good for take a negative thinking on you, but your attitude had make me think that way. I know you are really good friend, but it is not impossible that you will be turn into anything after that incidents. I keep blaming myself. Even though I have asked for apologized, you still did not say that you forgive me, right?
Do you know how bad my day is without you? Do you know how I miss you every day? My dear, I feel like no use to be here if I’ve lost my very best friend ever. I am lonely. I lost my smile, I lost my shine, I lost my sound. I lost everything that always comes after you. I need you, as my conductor. I need you as my listener. I need you as my warrior.
Once again, please forgive me. I know it hurts for having a throwing shoe on your head. But, I really regret. Please, you make me guilty. Please forgive me my dear friend. I LOVE YOU.
Yours truly,
[Nurfaradatul Umi Yusof]
